Take the fucking Gun

It hurts.

breakups are lessons 

dating is a trap 

his name would remain engraved 
& just like the rest, you will soon be forgotten
classified in a file where no one will be able to hear your name
I´m here giving my time, energy, & affection

he makes the pain go away sometimes
no, that´s not true at all
I want to escape from this world
I´m not happy here.