Take the fucking Gun

I admitted
it hurts when you BOTH are no longer with the person
you thought was the one for you.
his name would remain engrave inside my heart
& just like the rest , you will soon be forgotten
classified in a file where no one will be able to hear your name
I´m here giving my time, energy, & affection
to a good man who deserves it
he makes the pain go away sometimes
no not true that was before
I want to escape from this world
I´m not happy here.