A memory

I was outside the school patio, while the other kids were playing around with each other.
nevertheless; there I was feeling like a single CACTUS in a desert.
dreaming and talking to myself.
no one will hear me, no one could hear me 
otherwise they would think I´m insane
I take pleasure while daydreaming.
the world I created in my head
the only sacred place my parents or anyone else on planet earth was not welcome
my name is AVA-living & breating.