gone

she thinks everything is okay when deep down, on the inside shes suffering from everything, she's insecure and sometimes wish she could cut herself and see if the pain would go away. she acts like everything is alrite & put on this happy face whenever she around her family...she admit she have issues and selfesteem problems only when she's not thinking about doing things like drinking, smoking,cutting herself, or use drugs. she's not eating rite and feels unappreciated by her bf maybe she should just stop dating him! shes getting weak while time goes by; school feels like a different world "only the strong survive".she feels like two different people and always wonder why she acts different when shes at school & at home . during dayligh "dead and gone" night time " alife".