the calling

i always find myself struggling, my past, my present and future - it has been so long since i last felt truly contented with life, where everything seems to go your way and nothing can ever go wrong.


I'm broken down again

Say it's not forever


I've pushed to get through

The crowds of twisted souls

Just to find I'm right back here

Doing what I'm told

Don't let me surrender

For all the lies I've tasted

Just looking for the truth

For all the dreams I'm chasing

I'm hoping that I'll find out

It was worth it all.