im only human

I am only human and humans aren't perfect.Therefore I only ask for one thing and one thing only and that is for you to please bear with me through this.I'd have to admit that this may be the toughest situation I've ever endured.I find it very difficult to trust others.Especially those who are close to me.So like most people in my situation I tend to unintentionally expect the worst from others.

because i don't want to get hurt. Call it selfish, but I taught myself to learn from my mistakes.I'm trying very hard to trust the people I love. Can you blame me?I'm afraid that someone nicer,smarter,funnier,prettier, and just downright better will take my place.I don't want that to happen.I don't want to end up hurt in the end.