Million little miracles

I was devastated, hurt, I did not want to eat

I had difficulty sleeping, my soul did not rest for a while. 

after talking to my aunt who also lost her husband (RIP uncle)

 her words of affirmation made me believe again.  

Everyone in my family was telling me to get over it 

as if losing a child isn't as important as having one. 

after losing my son who´s now in heaven.

God is good to me I swear. I was blessed by him and I don't know whether I deserve them. He helped me out of the situation I was in. I prayed, I cried, you were born with your little self, I held you.I never want to lose you.My miracle (Ava)